Why Am I Here: - What do I want?

Today’s Affirmation: “God/Universe is my Infinite Supply.”

What is it that I want?
I want to be free. Free to be. To be able to share my joy and my life. To be able to travel the world. To marvel at the beauty of this life (and you can already marvel at the beauty that surrounds you NOW – everyday of your life – all around you all the time).

I want to be free from financial worries. Where money flows in with abundance. I want to be able to give as freely as it comes. The flow is a continuous movement – everyday, all the time. To be free from financial concerns. To give to whomever and whenever I want.

"In an infinite universe, every point in space is the center."
(David Zindell)

I want to be able to spend time with those I love.

Today, I want to commit myself to achieving these. To commit myself to a life of peace, understanding, and love. To be patient and to trust that all things will arrive at their appointed time. I want to commit to a life of abundance. I want to be able to serve without reservation or judgement or expectation. To experience life to the fullest. To fulfil my purpose in this life. To play my music.

And what is my purpose? What is it I want to do?

An affirmation I had written when I first arrived in NZ (in fact it has been a prayer of mine daily for sometime now) goes: “To add value to everyone I meet – everyday.” To bring to them a “sense of peace” – knowing very well that it is always their choice to accept or not. You just can’t shove “peace” down the throat of anyone – more so if it is only your version of “peace.”  That’s ok. I want to bring this to the people I encounter daily – without having to judge them, without needing to be attached to any outcome. I need not hear their thanks or appreciation or to have them heap praises and acknowledgment on me. Or even to see them “change” or “succeed” for looking for these outcomes will be judgment and expectation. “Be open to everything, and attached to nothing.”

This is what I want to do.

Have a peaceful day,

Syl