One obstacle after another. One would wonder if this is the path I am supposed to take. I must admit, I am one who is known for his perseverance. As an "advisor" recently stated: "you are an individual with a lot of ideas; one after another. However, you are known to fly from one to another, often times without giving any of the ideas to flourish and grow." Seems like in the past, faced with such unexpected obstacles I would just abandon this and move on to finding some other "purpose" and to then focus my energy on that (new idea). But not this time. Perhaps, it is time for a change. As the saying goes, "if you keep doing what you have been doing, then you can expect to get what you have been getting." And I have had enough of that. I want to carve out a new beginning - a new opportunity for wellness. So, not this time. I am more determined than ever to give it a fight - to push for what I want. If it kills me in the process, then so be it. Not such a bad thing to die in pursuit of something really important to me, right?
Perhaps this is the Universe checking to see if I am really as determined as I say. But wait a minute. I don't believe in a "God is testing you" kinda thing. I've always argued that there is no need for God to test us as He/She already knows the outcome. If there is ever a need for a test, it is for us to gauge ourselves. So perhaps more accurately it is not the Universe testing me to see how determine I am to achieve what I set out to achieve. But I need to do this "struggle" for with it will come sweeter taste of success? Yeah. That sounds more correct.
So - at least for now - I will focus on how I can find a way around the wall or walls I am hitting. Let these challenges give me greater fortitude to endeavour to get to where I want to go. Hang in there. It will all be worth it at the end - no matter what that end entails. For now - just march on with a determination you've never had before. I will overcome. I will .. I will .. I will.
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